Just Let it Go . . .

Sometimes the Lord leads us to let go of something/someone because it/he/she is not His best for us. We might come to regret this relinquishment somewhere down the road because doubts plague us or we are longing for that thing/person in moments of weakness, when our enemy whispers lies and enticements in our ears.

Jesus would have us urgently jerk back our hands from it/him/her and throw them around His neck instead. Let's wait patiently for what He has for us, that which we can embrace without manipulations or guilt. That which He will joyfully give us when the time is right. We will enjoy His gifts so much more when they are indeed His gifts, and not something we've tried to orchestrate in our own power.

Just let it go. Wait for Him.

Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show you compassion. for the LORD is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him! Isaiah 30:18

Nightmare

 Last night I had a dream.  A nightmare, actually, that caused me to wake up screaming.  I dreamed I had fallen asleep, sitting up, on a couch.  When I opened my eyes in my dream, there was a man standing outside the window directly in front of me, and he looked in.  He squinted a bit and then walked closer to the window, shielding his eyes with his hands resting against the glass so he could see better.  It was as he walked toward the window that I began to whimper, feeling helpless and at a loss as to what to do to keep him from invading the privacy of my home.  All rational thoughts escaped me and I began to scream.  In real life, I woke up screaming and looking around me for that strange man.  It took an eternity of seconds to understand where I was and that the strange man was trapped in my world of dreams, not able to see or get to me.

Remembering and describing the dream now makes it seem harmless enough that the screaming seems a bit of an overreaction.  I mean, the man didn't appear to be armed or trying to get into the house.  He had no particularly menacing expression on his face.  He was creepy, yes, but in real life, I don't think I would have sat there and screamed in helplessness.  I would probably have yelled at him to get lost, hurried to another part of the house and called the police.  In my dream, I was absolutely paralyzed in fear.

I felt so incredibly vulnerable, with no way of defending myself.

The dream has haunted me throughout the day because, at some point, it hit me like a ton of bricks:  I have made myself vulnerable lately.

In a spiritual way, I mean.  Spiritual vulnerability can sneak up ever so gradually.  An attitude here.  An action there.  A word spoken unkindly. These don't cause us to lose the precious gift of eternal salvation that can't be bought.  But they give our enemy a foothold.  We then leave ourselves vulnerable to all kinds of unsavory things.

Consequences.

It seems it all boils down to what we choose to worship, much like my sweet son wrote the other day.  We show what is important to us by what we choose.  Or by what we leave in the shadows.  Idolatry (anything we make more important than God and His ways) is slavery, though it doesn't always appear so sinister to us at its beginning.  Appealing in some way at first, it sinks its claws into us and won't let go until we make some very difficult decisions and act on them.

It's always hard when we recognize idolatry in our lives and decide to change.  It's difficult to practice self-control even as the idol is pulling at us.  It *seems* like slavery to follow guidelines that oppose our idols, but it's actually very freeing.

See, as Christ-followers, we already are free.

"Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin.  Now a slave has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it forever.  So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed." (John 8:34-36)

Sometimes we choose not to walk in freedom, though.  We don't like how it feels at first to give up our idols of slavery.  It takes awhile for freedom to *feel* right.  But living by how we feel is what got us in trouble in the first place.  By our feelings is a dangerous way to live.


God sometimes uses my dreams to speak to me.  I'm not talking about telling the future or anything like that.  Many times it's a matter of my having a very vivid dream about a specific person.  I've learned to pray for that person as soon as I wake up, and continue to do so, because very often I find out later that the person was experiencing something and was in need of prayer.  Other times, it's a general impression that I need to pay heed to something in my life.  God has all kinds of ways to get our attention, doesn't He?


I got the message loud and clear this time! :)  Time to rid my "house" of some idols!
 
PS.  I'm not saying I think God *gave* me this creepy dream.  I know, though, that He allowed it, and used it.

Little Mister Speaks (writes) His Heart

My dear 9-year-old son had a creative writing assignment.  He got to choose the topic, and I was surprised by what he chose.  As he wrote, he became increasingly concerned that many people should read his message.  He wanted to send his "article" to the newspaper, but I explained that they hire people to write articles and he isn't old enough to be hired yet.  The only thing I had to offer him was my lil blog here. :)  He is enthused about that.


I want to emphasize that these are his thoughts.  My critical editor eye could find some changes that need to be made (other than the spelling errors he already corrected! lol) but those don't matter as much as the message of his heart.

No Idols in the House

Do you know why you shouldn't worship idols?  You should not worship idols because there is one God:  Yahweh!

There are a couple of reasons why you should not worship idols.  One of God's commandments is not to worship anyone but Him, Yahweh.  Idols might be pieces of wood or stone worth throwing in the lake.  Have you ever gone to the river in the fall or spring and thrown rocks or sticks in the river?  If so, you were throwing the same materials many idols are made from.  Buddha, or whatever god you worship, was probably carved out of wood or stone.

Another kind of idol is something that you spend more time on than God and His Word.  You can make your TV, computer, car, bike, or work an idol.  If you are a school teacher, school can become an idol.  You can make your friends idols by spending too much time with them.


If you want to become a Christian, just pray something like this:  "Dear Lord, please come into my heart.  I want to know You better.  Amen."  Pray something like this with faith  that Jesus is the only way to God and to Heaven.  It is your faith [and God's grace] that saves you, not the prayer.